Waiting for you to come undone
Wait for, wait for, wait til you find what's washed ashore.
I'm gonna find my way, rewind to yesterday
I'm not okay, I'm not okay.
And I'm gonna find my way, to erase this vacant frame
I'm not okay.
I'm starting out to see, the regression of dead leaves
In the spring I will be moving on.
You left me, you left me to
The delusions kept in my own head.
Above the clouds, feelings aloud
With no remorse, they drag me down.
I'm growing greener now, I know exactly what this means for you
I know you're not okay.
As darkness falls, I beg to stay.
You are the best mistake that I ever made.
We weigh too much on broken wings
The stars will fade, but not today.
Erode the coast, and dragg the roots away
I know you're tired, so come to me.
In a place I'll never tread, and I'm losing my head but,
I never said I'd stay.
And these lights in front of my eyes are blinding.
But I never said I'd stay.
You're name on my phone just makes me want to cry.
But I never said I'd stay.
And never have I felt so bad I just want to die.
But I never said I'd stay.
credits
from I'm Still Sad,
released March 13, 2018
Jeff and Nic make an appearance on this track at the end harmony bit, shout out to those guys.
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This kinda explains my life to be honest. A journey of someone "close" to a narcissist. These songs are just perfect too, I can't really pick a favorite, but transcendence is definitely one I like just a little bit more. ausername27