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Adjusting Expectations
03:22
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Pay as you go
Cut your teeth, and sing the motto
Rinse, repeat, wait for tomorrow
So rush as you go
Speed blurs in slowmo
I know, just another case of FOMO
Oh, I'm not a loud man
I'm whispering and listening
What's the tea, honey baby?
I cry all the time
Because I want to be held
What's the key? Money, baby
A thin line helps me decide for myself
I been kicking rocks around
The same six blocks of this town
Every blink is another break from you
I'll never get sick of you
The cafe behind my house had been shut down in 2018
And that's still 3 years from when I saw you shitfaced on Halloween
Since we broke up, I've seen you glow up
Like lightning in a bottle on display at a store I'm not allowed in
I'm 86'd for stealing your heart away
Alright
Okay
That's fine
Whatever you say
Speed blurs in slowmo
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Glimmer
03:05
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Can you give me my breath back on the cutting room floor?
I guess, it's a mess
I swear, it's something in the air
in the air
We shut the door in the face of our afflicted memories
Too late to accept apologies
With my heart in my hand, it’s always in demand
I’m jealous of what I’ve got
So, don’t you know?
You’re never gonna win this
Never gonna win this game
Keep holding on
To any shred, to any shred of hope
Each day is harder than the next
There’s nothing left but this pounding in my chest
So keep holding on
So keep holding on
Abdicate from your moral high ground
Medicate
Medicate
Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey
So don't you know?
You're never gonna win this
You're never gonna win this game
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3. |
Crash Nebula… On Ice!
02:50
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Well I believe before she said I’m done, I’m done
Well I believe there’s more to this
There’s more to this
I got a call
I got a room
I got a rope zip tied
I got a room
She’s got the moves from inside
Can you break it down to me?
Cuz everywhere I go
You know that i'm stepping on roses
Can you break me till I bleed?
Cuz I don't wanna know
Even though I'm stepping on roses
Well my last cigarettes gone out, and I'm here to stop your shit
She’s got flower eyes and I got dandelions in mine
She’s a sick rose and i’m a fucking ghost
She’s a sick rose and i’m a fucking ghost
Gonna take what u salivate
Gotta put that bitch in the air
Gotta find the wall
Got a PBR
Gotta drink it all till i'm a fucking star
I got a big ass horse with a big ass brain
I got a big ass sword and a big ass brain
These four walls are closing in
And the best damn times are tomorrow's crimes
Again we retie the mental tourniquet
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Night falls over my heart again
Come back and we can break the process
The progress
Lights flash into your eyes again tracing lines into your skin
The process, what progress
20 million strong
The world united in defining what we are
20 million strong
The world united in defining what went wrong
Arm the people against evil
Burn this shit down
Down
Down
Down
I set myself on fire
It's just a matter of time
Don't fall in line
She said this win is a screw up
It's just another night on my town to fail you
Lights flash into your eyes again tracing lines into your skin
The process
What progress?
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5. |
Nightjammer
03:43
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Clever is another word for this day
I’ll never learn, baby
You’re more than what’s been done to you
We fell asleep beneath the moonlight,
but only heaven knows how we’re falling apart
Zeroed out with all our times spilled out on the floor
So stop the clocks before I overthink this for another night
With nowhere to go, and nowhere to be
I'm home
I’ve been stuck inside alone with you on my mind,
and you should know that I’m sorry I never could do better
She said she wasn’t one who couldn’t stop and think about it
Back at square one, where to go from here?
Barkeep, pour us a drink
Make it hard and bitter before I overthink
My bad trip flashbacks stay in the hatchback of the pontiac
A T-bone in the two door put us through hell, but left us wanting more
We're struck and ignite our hot night
Two loose wires dancing in the fire
Are you sick of the ride yet?
Did you work hard to buy it?
Clever is another word for today
I’ll never learn, baby
You’re more than what’s been done to you
Her drink of choice was free, like her spirit when it outgrew me
I am so sick of everything
We’ll never see what tomorrow brings
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6. |
May
03:32
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Did the smoke from your lungs block out your blue skies?
Dark thoughts in your head making up your mind?
Cuz you're drinking until your head spins around
Sleeping just to forget the sound
And I know that she's out drinking with those same old friends again,
and she's all but sober for now
Whenever you are next to me I always seem to feel alone
You'll always be right in my head, at least until you go
Cuz you're drinking until your head spins around
Sleeping just to forget the sound
I know that she's out drinking with those same old friends again,
and she's all but sober for now
And she's always stumbling over that same old guy again
And I don't know what to say for now
You ripped my soul right out
You ripped my soul right out
I know that she's out drinking with those same old friends again,
and she's all but sober for now
And she's always stumbling over that same old guy again
And I don't know what to say for now
You ripped my soul right out
You ripped my soul right out
And I'm laying in bed again, its something like 5AM
And I'm wondering why she won't just let me go.
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Anonymity has never done me good
But now we’re gonna see what it’s like to be okay
Your affinities are never where they should be
And now we’re gonna find what it’s like to let go
For every sign I block out, there must be so much more
Fear is not made of unknowns, but what we're being shown
You have to swear you’ll come back to your absent prayer,
Or forever let it go
You have to swear you’ll come back for your absent prayer,
Or forever let it go
Dead by daylight
Alive at dawn
Stow away all I have
And everything I tossed out, it washed up on the shore
Fear is not made of unknowns, but what we're being shown
I’m giving up my throne
Time stops here
Forever let it go
The crown that holds you down is void
Forever let it go
Forever let it go
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I can’t even see you in the alleyway
Aye!
Talk is cheap
Damn, I'm fast
I don’t know why you wanna make it so cold
Make it so cold
Can you help me out now?
Build me up now
50 rings now
I don’t care if you're not there and I'm just tryna sleep now
I got new found money, I will take it
New found money I will fake it alone
I got 25 bands and a fan girl I know
Going around town going 'Ching Ching Ching' on my bass strap
Woo!
I’m not tryna get deep
Wearing my heart underneath
But I don’t know how I'm faking this shit between my teeth
I feel very alone
I feel very alone
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Another day I'm alive and I can't believe the time
I spent alone at night wishing I had died
I'm alive
I'm alive
You're just another melody stuck in my head
It's just another night to be wherever you are
I keep hoping, I keep dreaming that I'm not lost when I can't fall asleep
The walls are closing in and they’re breathing in my skin
Can you fall in love with life after you have loved it to the fullest?
I'd rather just be lead on
You're just another melody stuck in my head
It's just another night to be wherever you are
I keep hoping, I keep dreaming that I'm not lost when I can't fall asleep
The walls are closing in and they’re breathing in my skin
Wherever your thoughts lead you
I bet they're leading you on
I keep hoping, I keep dreaming that I'm not lost when I can't fall asleep
The walls are closing in and they’re breathing in my skin
We're just leading you on
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10. |
Such Smol Hands
02:48
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"How you been?" A question friends asks another
But I hate that question
I don't wanna answer it, don't bother
I dont wanna talk about it
No, I won't let you in
Damn, I'm sad
Any single minute, my depression, I can get it
Being alone makes me wanting you so bad
But being alone is so much more better for me
But goddam
I think I need you
You said, "I think we need each other."
Sometimes there’s a lot to be said
For an experience that is so primitive
How much time should we spend separate before we say
"Goddamn, I think I need you."
You said, "I think we need each other."
These are your 20s, these are yours 30s
These are all the things you thought you'd need strewn out on the street
And for some reason I can't get over all the things I never said
But goddamn I think I need you
You said, "I think we need each other."
We need each other
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Played it off like a memory in my head
At a loss for words because you're so unfair, so i'll leave instead
Find the messages I read with every word we left unsaid
Several stories high, metal mountains scrape the sky
Dreams of acid rain fill the clouds that hide your pain
Crash ashore, or are we ghosts for sure?
As we crash ashore it seems like you weren't my everything
Or are we ghosts for sure?
Now that we're done asking for space can we please just find our way back home?
Played it off like a memory in my head
At a loss for words, your soul's unfed
So I'll breathe instead
Tear it out and break it down
Or is it better than it seems?
I'll tear it out and break it down
Several stories high, mounds of bodies touch the sky
Dreams of acid rain fill the clouds that hide your pain
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12. |
Rayla
03:22
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How do I go back to not giving a shit?
I'm trying real hard, but I can't function like this
I'm no obligation, so just leave me
Believe me, it's easy
You deserve everything good left in this world
Congratulations
There's something special about you
So let your head find peace tonight
Congratulations
Congratulations
The last time I saw you I learned there was nothing left to say but
I heard you hum this melody from a movie you knew would get to me
But isn't this rich, aren’t we a pair?
I placed my feet on the ground, but yours were up in the air
You're headed nowhere special, a place I'd like to go
The way you wear your hat, the way you sip your tea
The way your smile beams, the way you sing off key
Only you can get the room to bloom
I did not exist before I met you
The words you're saying aren't quite alien, but overall you're extra terrestrial
You're going nowhere special
A place where I always wanted to go.
Woah
Congratulations, there's something special about you
So let your head find peace tonight
Congratulations
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Woo!
Screaming out loud, please send me back in time
so I can see the look on your face clearly again
like when I last asked if youre still with me, and I'm still asking
We stopped our clocks and moved forward
just to find time passes faster with your guard lowered
I never cared to break the promises I made from yesterday
You fell prey to some old fashion, but goddamn I love your passion
Some say things were better back then, and to get it you had to be there
If rock is dead then we are ghosts at home
Kindling cinders on rusted speakers
And in time we’ll be little known and all alone
Just static embers no one remembers
I let rock n roll save my soul in a box labeled push to feel it all at once
I never cared to break the promises I made from yesterday
You fell prey to some old fashion, but goddamn I love your passion
Some say things were better back then, and to get it you had to be there
We lost ourselves in the bright lights thinking back to the time
when our glittering eyes and our shimmering minds
couldn't stop the thought of our bodies intertwined
When she said you make my heart smile, I took it all for granted
When she said you make these days worthwhile, I took her for granted
“Wishing you were here” on a postcard that I kept in a box
labeled push to feel, sing to release
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