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I'm Still Sad

by The Seafloor Cinema

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1.
This empty space behind me, trying to make sense Fate is now behind me, learning to fake it Tomorrow comes at sunrise, future no longer grey No longer will I lie awake when I get too much to take I know what's left to find Here to find yourself I'd tell you but I'm too scared Here to find a way I'll lose myself and stay. With every breath I take This one decision is keeping me Buried until the bitter end And every time I break down In an instant I'll find myself Buried until the bitter end And I'm gonna find the lies between these lines Tear me to my bones and skin Until I find myself again Tear me to my bones and skin This vessel is pulling me back in I'm gonna find you someday Help me find my peace of mind I will survive what's left I will find what's left inside I'm gonna find you someday What I've gone through today And where tomorrow goes When will we meet again?
2.
This fate is finally here Going nowhere, waiting with each mile we drive north So guilty, it's getting harder just to forget It's like my mind is more focused My body pushing me on Constraining yesterday Ill fated, watching in dismay In digging off your grave You'll never lose yourself today Lapses in the facade of what has gone to waste Afflict decay, hope for us today Taken out of fear, just find yourself You've gone astray In yesterday Retrace the lines that divide there's nothing left but demise They'll find you just waiting for today From the day we met I knew that we were bound to end. I witness these events, like a series of movies in my head. Memories of ourselves from a time I hadn't seen yet. We fall out of love three years from now. We were in love, despite what we tell ourselves today. Every moment together wielding happiness inside, you were kind, caring, and in love with me. I told myself these things out of fear of the truth. That you felt like you had nowhere to go. We always said we'd still be friends, no matter what happened. We fall out of love three years from now. Every time you say you aren't happy, I never saw those experiences for what they were. Lapses in the facade of what held us together. If I could go back to that time, I would stop myself from saying what I said. Doing what we did. You fall out of love three years from now. We never speak again. Retrace the lines that divide There's nothing left in your mind Just waiting for today Retrace the lines that divide There's nothing left but demise Just waiting for today
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Isn't there anything more, Isn't love lost and found just a piece of this existence? But why does it feel like so much more than it seems it should? Maybe it's just me but it feels like I need you. Maybe it's my dumb heart, but I keep hope that you might need me too. Is this the end of a conversation of something more than friends? Are you happy in this moment? What if this room was all that existed? In this moment, are you happy? I haven't decided quite yet If the stars align in our eyes. Or if our eyes align from the light they shed On our minds. This is the end. I am the frost inside your bones. One look from me, and we're alone Under the sheets inside our future home, But the future doesn't hold these things so gently. My fingertips, I'm sure will break, if I'm too carefree. I thought this was real. You taught me to feel. And I thought this was real. I have learned to heal.
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Waiting for you to come undone Wait for, wait for, wait til you find what's washed ashore. I'm gonna find my way, rewind to yesterday I'm not okay, I'm not okay. And I'm gonna find my way, to erase this vacant frame I'm not okay. I'm starting out to see, the regression of dead leaves In the spring I will be moving on. You left me, you left me to The delusions kept in my own head. Above the clouds, feelings aloud With no remorse, they drag me down. I'm growing greener now, I know exactly what this means for you I know you're not okay. As darkness falls, I beg to stay. You are the best mistake that I ever made. We weigh too much on broken wings The stars will fade, but not today. Erode the coast, and dragg the roots away I know you're tired, so come to me. In a place I'll never tread, and I'm losing my head but, I never said I'd stay. And these lights in front of my eyes are blinding. But I never said I'd stay. You're name on my phone just makes me want to cry. But I never said I'd stay. And never have I felt so bad I just want to die. But I never said I'd stay.

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We're The Seafloor Cinema, and we're really excited to share this EP with all of you. This is something we poured our hearts into over the past few months, and we hope that it means as much to you as it does to us.

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released March 13, 2018

Tracked at Spirit Vision Studios. Mixed at Coyote Face Recordings. Mastered at Resonant Mastering.

The biggest thanks to: Nic, the Murry and Valencia family, Anthony, Carla, Nick, Jacob, and every person who has ever taken the time to listen to us. Without these people this album would not exist. For this we are forever thankful.

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