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Friendzoned Again
03:23
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This empty space behind me, trying to make sense
Fate is now behind me, learning to fake it
Tomorrow comes at sunrise, future no longer grey
No longer will I lie awake when I get too much to take
I know what's left to find
Here to find yourself
I'd tell you but I'm too scared
Here to find a way
I'll lose myself and stay.
With every breath I take
This one decision is keeping me
Buried until the bitter end
And every time I break down
In an instant I'll find myself
Buried until the bitter end
And I'm gonna find the lies between these lines
Tear me to my bones and skin
Until I find myself again
Tear me to my bones and skin
This vessel is pulling me back in
I'm gonna find you someday
Help me find my peace of mind
I will survive what's left
I will find what's left inside
I'm gonna find you someday
What I've gone through today
And where tomorrow goes
When will we meet again?
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Superheavy Samurai
04:21
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This fate is finally here
Going nowhere, waiting
with each mile we drive north
So guilty, it's getting harder just to forget
It's like my mind is more focused
My body pushing me on
Constraining yesterday
Ill fated, watching in dismay
In digging off your grave
You'll never lose yourself today
Lapses in the facade of what has gone to waste
Afflict decay, hope for us today
Taken out of fear, just find yourself
You've gone astray
In yesterday
Retrace the lines that divide
there's nothing left but demise
They'll find you just waiting for today
From the day we met I knew that we were bound to end. I witness these events, like a series of movies in my head. Memories of ourselves from a time I hadn't seen yet.
We fall out of love three years from now.
We were in love, despite what we tell ourselves today. Every moment together wielding happiness inside, you were kind, caring, and in love with me. I told myself these things out of fear of the truth. That you felt like you had nowhere to go. We always said we'd still be friends, no matter what happened.
We fall out of love three years from now.
Every time you say you aren't happy, I never saw those experiences for what they were. Lapses in the facade of what held us together. If I could go back to that time, I would stop myself from saying what I said. Doing what we did.
You fall out of love three years from now. We never speak again.
Retrace the lines that divide
There's nothing left in your mind
Just waiting for today
Retrace the lines that divide
There's nothing left but demise
Just waiting for today
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Isn't there anything more,
Isn't love lost and found just a piece of this existence?
But why does it feel like so much more than it seems it should?
Maybe it's just me but it feels like I need you.
Maybe it's my dumb heart, but I keep hope that you might need me too.
Is this the end of a conversation of something more than friends?
Are you happy in this moment?
What if this room was all that existed?
In this moment, are you happy?
I haven't decided quite yet
If the stars align in our eyes.
Or if our eyes align from the light they shed
On our minds.
This is the end.
I am the frost inside your bones.
One look from me, and we're alone
Under the sheets inside our future home,
But the future doesn't hold these things so gently.
My fingertips, I'm sure will break, if I'm too carefree.
I thought this was real.
You taught me to feel.
And I thought this was real.
I have learned to heal.
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Waiting for you to come undone
Wait for, wait for, wait til you find what's washed ashore.
I'm gonna find my way, rewind to yesterday
I'm not okay, I'm not okay.
And I'm gonna find my way, to erase this vacant frame
I'm not okay.
I'm starting out to see, the regression of dead leaves
In the spring I will be moving on.
You left me, you left me to
The delusions kept in my own head.
Above the clouds, feelings aloud
With no remorse, they drag me down.
I'm growing greener now, I know exactly what this means for you
I know you're not okay.
As darkness falls, I beg to stay.
You are the best mistake that I ever made.
We weigh too much on broken wings
The stars will fade, but not today.
Erode the coast, and dragg the roots away
I know you're tired, so come to me.
In a place I'll never tread, and I'm losing my head but,
I never said I'd stay.
And these lights in front of my eyes are blinding.
But I never said I'd stay.
You're name on my phone just makes me want to cry.
But I never said I'd stay.
And never have I felt so bad I just want to die.
But I never said I'd stay.
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